Postcard: My Lai Letter


Ernest Larsen and Sherry Millner, writers and media makers, are traveling in Southeast Asia and reporting on their visit.

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    What's left of one empire: Cham Tower

It was the more than 40-year resonance of all those indelible place names that made the final reckoning for us to come to Vietnam--but no such name was more fraught than My Lai.  We hired a car and driver to take us on a cloudy day to what is called--not My Lai--the Son My Vestige Area.

Along the way, from Quy Nhon to Hoi An, our eventual destination that night, we stopped first at the remains of four Cham towers,  at the top of a hill overlooking a verdant river valley, with a pagoda and a white stone Buddha peeking at each other above the treetops. The Champa empire, as we have learned, slowly filling in deep but increasingly verdant valleys in our knowledge of Southeast Asian history, was contemporaneous with the Khmer empire--and (surprise, surprise) for centuries the two scarcely stopped slamming each other around, whenever the imperial gong sounded the charge.  However, the Cham monuments to their god-kings were built with brick not stone, as was characteristic of the Khmer--thereby leaving in the current millennium more rubble than grandeur.  Towers that once shimmered with gold.  Furthermore, many of the extant Champa ruins throughout central Vietnam were unmercifully and quite unnecessarily battered and bombed by the forces of the American empire during the American War.

The interiors of the four sacred bruised towers were enlivened not with the stunning array of bas reliefs common to Angkor but with graffiti.
 
The particulars of this stop somehow seemed like they might have prepared us a little for My Lai--foolish thought.  It had been a long drive but that hardly explained why our first steps, once out of the car, were so leaden.  The first words visible on the billboard size map at the edge of the parking lot: Son My Vestige Area.  Vestige: the trace of what was once present but is no more.  Since March 16, 1968, the hamlet of My Lai, one of four grouped under the village name Son My, has not existed.  But I think I am correct in saying that the Vietnamese belief is that the phantom souls of the 501 people massacred that day still scream in the irrigation ditch, along the rice fields, over, around, and through the vestiges--and in that sense the hamlet still exists.

(I think I am also correct that Calley--now 67 years of age--recently offered his apology for what happened back then.  Some folks don't like to rush into things.  They consider.)

There is inevitably a monumental sculpture, with flowers strewn at its monumental base.
And a large-scale mosaic not ignobly echoing Guernica.  And a museum.

It was quiet, almost nobody around at first.

We began walking around the park-like grounds, filled with the vestiges and foliage, tropical flowers in bloom.  It was a hot sunny beautiful afternoon by then.  The walkway was pale-red and impressed with many footprints, as if caught in the act of attempted escape, and among them somewhat larger heavier bootprints.  A chase scene, freeze-frame in pink cement. 

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  An offering to the spirits


Plaques in Vietnamese and in English tell us who was living in this spot and that one and who among them was killed that day.  To the vestiges of a burnt-out home, visible as a rectangular outline on the ground, and a pot, and a broken wooden kitchen implement have been added life-size sculptures of the limp corpses of a dog, a cat, a gutted baby pig.  We walk a little further down the path. Another such. And another.  The silent threnody threatens to become unbearable.

We run into a small troop of school children, in white blouses and shirts, red neck-ties.  They surround us, laughing, talking. Where are you from?  What is your name?  How old are you?  A boy asks Sherry if she can sing a song--and she asks him if he can.  Yes.  He sings a song (in English) about how happy he is.  And clearly they all are so happy to see us, the two rare Americans, and have to be drawn away by their teachers, to be drawn back into their history lesson.

Front and center, up the formal marble steps of the museum: a precise listing in bronze relief of all the names.

We walk through.  Before a group of six Korean men dressed like funeral directors in black suits, a Vietnamese woman explains in strikingly emotional English who Lieutenant Calley and Ernest 'Mad-Dog' Medina were.  She says that Calley is still alive and kicking in his hometown in Georgia.  Perhaps I have added the kicking, but it was there in her tone.

She asks if they all understand her English.  One man, the youngest, says yes.  She asks him to translate, if necessary, to the others.  Though, of course, it all beggars understanding. 

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